No matter what I say

Title: Visit
Author: Dani
Rating: G
Pairing: implied Ben/Brian
Spoilers: 2x24 Hot Shot
Warnings: None
Summary: Ben gets an unexpected and much-needed visit.
Notes: I originally wrote this a couple years ago ago, I just forgot to post it. Oops. *sheepish*
Beta: jestana

Title: Reconnecting
Pairing: Ben/Brian
Rating: Light R
Spoilers: overall series spoilers, nothing past season four, though
Summary: Don encounters Ben in difficult circumstances
Notes: Um, this is an AU of my Flash!verse. *faceplant* Yes, I made an AU of my own AU. NOT my fault, it's just what came out when I finally got inspired for the Rewind prompts on numb3rs100.
Written for the numb3rs100 June Rewind prompts Las Vegas, Black Sheep, Hangover, and Wife
Beta: jestana

Title: Silence in the Summer Night
Fandom: Numb3rs AU
Pairing: Ben/Brian, Charlie/Colby implied
Rating: PG? Nothing worse than what they'd have on the show, at least
Word Count: 832
Spoilers: The Janus List, Trust Metric
Summary: Ben draws comfort from his family and his lover after the events of The Janus List.
Notes: After watching The Janus List, I felt like writing Ben into the last scene of the episode, but at the same time, I wanted to write him being comforted by Brian. So I wrote both. *G* I highly suggest reading There Is Silence, But No Safety first as Ben makes a reference to the conversation he had with Colby in that fic.
Written for numb3rsflashfic
Beta: jestana Thanks, sis!

Title: If They Could Love Like You and Me
Pairing: Ben Eppes/Brian Lobo
Rating: R
Warnings: Bondage, mild D/s, excessive schmoop ^__~
Spoilers: None, takes place between Two Daughters and Provenance
Summary: Ben has a secret plan.
Notes: I actually wrote this way back in September, but I forgot to post it. But really, it works out because that gave me a chance to make some adjustments to allow for the events in As We Lie Beneath The Stars, which was actually written second. Title is taken from Nickelback's song, If Everyone Cared.
Beta: jestana

If they could love like you and me / Imagine what the world could be

Title: Shadows of the Past
Author: Dani
Pairing: Ben Eppes/Brian Lobo, primarily, Ben/various in flashbacks
Rating: WAY NC-17
Word count: 11,478 total, divided into two parts
Summary: A face in a crowd; it sounds innocuous enough, if you think about it, especially in a city as populous as Los Angeles. But sometimes, a face is all it takes to strike terror in the heart of a victim.
Warnings: Non-con, rape, BDSM, abuse
Notes: This was started mid-January, not long after I signed up for 20_est_relships. The majority of it, however, was written last night over the period of a few hours. *laughs* If my English Compositions could only see this, they'd be jealous of the amount of effort I put into it.
This was the hardest stories to write about Ben, harder even than Shadows Of All I Have Created, because it really made me delve into Ben's mind and think out what was done to him before writing, which I hardly ever do. Many thanks go to jestana for betaing this and listening to me try and hash things out in my head. Love you, sis!
Timeline: The present-day parts of this fic take place during the summer of 2006 before Season 3 of Numb3rs started. The flashbacks start in January of 2002 and extend to March of 2002
Disclaimer: Don, Charlie, Alan and anyone from the Numb3rs canon are not mine, all OCs and this plotline are mine. Please do not use without permission.

Part One

Part Two

Title: Death Leaves A Heartache
Pairing: Ben Eppes/Brian Lobo OCs
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 687
Summary: "Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal." --from a headstone in Ireland
Warnings: Character death
Notes: This was scarily easy to write because we recently (as in two weeks ago today) lost my grandfather. Today was one of few days in the past two weeks that I actually had time to sit and write something. I wasn't surprised this came out. Writing is my therapy.
Disclaimer: Everyone you recognize from Numb3rs are not mine. Ben and Brian, however, are, so please don't play with them without permission.

Title: Symmetry
Pairing: Ben/Brian primarily, implied Charlie/Colby
Rating: G
Word Count: 600
Warnings: none, really, come on, it's GEN! Okay, okay, slash if you're not into that.
Summary: Charlie observes Ben and Brian in their natural habitat
Notes: Holiday fic. Written for 20_est_relships. As soon as I saw the prompt, I knew it had to be from Charlie's perspective. No dialogue, so it was a little harder for me to get Charlie's thought processes, but really, it came easy once I got going. : )
Disclaimer: Anyone you recognize is not mine, I just like to play with them a little. Ben, Brian, and Donatello, however, are mine, please do not use them without permission, I'm rather possessive of my toys boys.

this time it's 20_est_relships. Pairing is Benjamin Eppes/Brian Lobo. Original characters from my AU Numb3rs universe AKA Flash!verse.

01.	Celebration	02.	Surprise	03.	Pleasure	04.	Past Times
05.	Forgiveness	06.	Pain	07.	Understanding	08.	Loss
09.	Comfort	10.	Hope	11.	Love	12.	Anniversary
13.	Questions	14.	Answers	15.	Reflection	16.	Symmetry
17.	Home	18.	Cherish	19.	Future	20.	Memories

Title: There's A Traitor Here (Beneath My Breast)
Character: Don
Rating: G
Word Count: 362
Spoilers: 2x04 The Mole, 2x05 Traffic
Summary: How Don really feels about what Colby did.
Notes: I think the thing that bothered me the most about Traffic was the lack of continuity with The Mole. So what did I do about it? I created my own continuity. *g* Inspiration for this fic came from delgaserasca’s Don and Megan wallpaper here.
Quote used: ‘The first principle is that you must not fool yourself - and you are the easiest person to fool.’

There's a traitor here beneath my breast / And it hurts me more than you've ever guessed

Title: Love Me Tender
Pairing: Ben Eppes/Brian Lobo
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 743
Spoilers: None
Summary: "There is no harm in doubt and skepticism, for it is through these that new discoveries are made." - Richard Feynman
Notes: This is part of my Flash Alternate Universe. I watched The Princess Diaries 2 today and the song Love Me Tender by Norah Jones inspired me to write this fic. Plus, I had nothing else to do because of the LJ blackout.
Beta: jestana

Love me tender, love me dear / Tell me you are mine / I'll be yours through all the years / 'Till the end of time

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