No matter what I say

Title: Tired of This Loneliness
Fandom: Numb3rs AU
Pairing: Charlie/Colby, past Don/Billy, OMC/OMC, Ian Edgerton/OMC, Billy Cooper/OMC
Warnings: character death, mention of suicide, mention of violence, graphic M/M sex
Disclaimer: My name is not Nicolas Falacci or Cheryl Heuton, therefore anyone you recognize is not mine.
Word Count: ~14,500
Summary: The trials and tribulations of Jacob Eppes.
Notes: Title is from Coldplay's Lost!. There is a bit of a time jump that pretty much skips over the majority of the actual series, but I am working on tags for some of the episodes (not all, that'd take too long and this has taken long enough already). This was actually completed back in October (on my birthday, no less), it's just taken me this long to get fed up with my own insecurities over it and post it.
Betas: jestana and authoressnebula *points* That's how nervous I was about this, I only bug Neb to beta for me if I'm really worried people won't like it.

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Title: Connections
Fandom: Numb3rs AU
Pairings: Ben/Brian/Trent, Charlie/Colby, Don/Surprise Canon character
Rating: R
Warnings: incest
Spoilers: 5x01 High Exposure
Summary: I suck at summaries. This basically has scenes that didn't involve the case (too much) plus a couple more of my own.
Notes: See the pairings list up there? Amita and Charlie aren't together and Don and Robin aren't together.
Many thanks to quirky_circe and tyler_logan for their input and jestana for her input and the beta-read.

Title: Silence in the Summer Night
Fandom: Numb3rs AU
Pairing: Ben/Brian, Charlie/Colby implied
Rating: PG? Nothing worse than what they'd have on the show, at least
Word Count: 832
Spoilers: The Janus List, Trust Metric
Summary: Ben draws comfort from his family and his lover after the events of The Janus List.
Notes: After watching The Janus List, I felt like writing Ben into the last scene of the episode, but at the same time, I wanted to write him being comforted by Brian. So I wrote both. *G* I highly suggest reading There Is Silence, But No Safety first as Ben makes a reference to the conversation he had with Colby in that fic.
Written for numb3rsflashfic
Beta: jestana Thanks, sis!

Title: Fading Hope
Pairing/Characters: Charlie/Colby; Charlie Eppes
Rating: G
Summary: Charlie stares around the empty room and wonders how they came to be here.
Word Count: 100
Spoilers: Janus List
Notes/Warnings: This is a lot bleaker than anything I've ever written. Even my most angst-ridden stories have hope, but this one? Not so much.
Disclaimer: If they were mine, Liz would be the traitor, not Colby, and Amita wouldn't exist. K?


We used to have this figured out / we used to breathe without a doubt / when the nights were clear, you were the first star I would see / we used to have this under control

Title: Symmetry
Pairing: Ben/Brian primarily, implied Charlie/Colby
Rating: G
Word Count: 600
Warnings: none, really, come on, it's GEN! Okay, okay, slash if you're not into that.
Summary: Charlie observes Ben and Brian in their natural habitat
Notes: Holiday fic. Written for 20_est_relships. As soon as I saw the prompt, I knew it had to be from Charlie's perspective. No dialogue, so it was a little harder for me to get Charlie's thought processes, but really, it came easy once I got going. : )
Disclaimer: Anyone you recognize is not mine, I just like to play with them a little. Ben, Brian, and Donatello, however, are mine, please do not use them without permission, I'm rather possessive of my toys boys.

Title: Stay with You
Pairing: Charlie/Colby
Rating: PG-13
Chapter: 1 of 3 (yes, it’s finished.)
Warnings: violence, alternate universe
Spoilers: 3x04 The Mole
Summary: Colby’s sense of security is deeply shaken.
Notes: I started this about five weeks ago because I wanted to write an AU of The Mole where Dwayne does pull the trigger and either killing or seriously injuring Colby. I mentioned the idea in a post on my journal and the consensus was to let Colby live. The next decision that needed to be made was how would Colby react to his injury. I didn’t want him to be all hearts, sunshine, and puppies about the whole thing. I wanted him to be frustrated, angry, depressed, and yes, even suicidal. I’m pretty sure I covered all four of those emotions. : )
Betas: jestana, as usual, and irena_adler, who gave me awesome feedback on the first draft, prodding me to write what you see before you. Thanks, ladies! MWAH!

Link leads to pethronindilwen, crossposted to the usual places.

Title: Family is Everything
Rating: PG
Pairing: Brian/Ben
Warnings: do I really need to warn you that this is slash?
Spoilers: 3x03 Provenance
Summary: In the world of Ben Eppes, family is everything.
Notes: Set in my Flash alternate universe. I like to think that Ben is a combination of both Margaret and Alan so personality quirks similar to Charlie’s (who is like Alan) were a logical conclusion.

Love is blindness / I don't want to see / Won't you wrap the night / Around me

Link leads to pethronindilwen crossposted to the usual places.

Title: Mid-Night Comfort
Rating: PG
Pairing: Charlie/Colby
Warnings: Mentioned dreamt character death
Summary: Exactly what the title says.
Notes: Set after What Dreams Reveal. Written last night when I was trying to go to sleep. Set in the Watching You ‘Verse.
Beta: jestana
Word Count: 333

But I'm on the outside/I'm looking in/I can see through you/See your true colors

Link leads to pethronindilwen. Cross-posted everywhere you can imagine.

Yes, I know, You Won't Be Mine is a little old, but I had to make some corrections, and I couldn't do them in the original post since I didn't make the original post. So, I posted the corrected fic on PI, plus a sequel, entitled Puzzles, that takes place one month after Don arrives in New York.

Title: You Won’t Be Mine
Author: DaniKitten (dollydani)
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Charlie/Colby with a smidge of Don/Charlie
Prompt: ‘first time, no established relationship, angst, no fluff, ratings PG-13 to NC-17 (but something not focused entirely on sex), violence, outside characters related to a crime.’
Warnings: slash, mentions of violence, MAJOR AU
Notes: Written for ilgma for numb3rs_newyear. Hope I got close to what you wanted!
Summary: Try to find if it was worth what you spent/Why you're guilty for the way/You're feeling now
Beta: jestana

Take your head around the world/See what you get/From your mind/Write your soul down word for word/See who's your friend/And who is kind

Title: Puzzles
Author: DaniKitten (dollydani)
Pairing: Charlie/Colby
Rating: PG
Warnings/Squicks: Majorly AU
Summary: Cassandra Priam loved puzzles. The newest member of her team proves to be a rather interesting puzzle.
Notes: Set in the same ‘verse as You Won’t Be Mine, takes place several months after Don arrives in New York.
Beta: jestana
Word Count: 2,518

Puzzles

Links lead to PI, crossposted on a few communities.

Title: Meet the ‘In-Law’
Author: DaniKitten (dollydani)
Word Count: 1,806
Pairing: Charlie/Colby (who else? ;D)
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Not mine, if they were, Charlie would be my math professor and would let me watch him have hot monkey sex with Colby.
Warnings: mentioned minor character deaths
Notes: Follows Precious Moments. Cassandra is slightly different in this verse, the main difference is that she is not deaf and she and Colby are step-siblings.
Summary: Charlie is there for Colby when Colby needs him the most.

Colby groaned softly when the soft knock sounded at his apartment door and stifled the urge to groan even louder when his Australian shepherd, Nuada, started barking.

Link leads to PI, cross-posted liek woah, sorry if you get it more than once.