I'm confused...

[umbralillium]

Okay, last night Brian and I went to his youth group meeting. He seemed kinda distant to me. I don't know if it's something I did or didn't do. I told a friend before he picked me that I'd hug him which I hadn't done yet. Well, I didn't. *is a chicken bawk-kawk* His sister had bleached his hair sometime between church on sunday and when he came to pick me up last night, so it was a bit of a shock to see it, but I liked it. I know I'm babbling, but I just want to talk right now. I want to call him and try to straighten things out, but I'm afraid that I'm reading too much into our 'relationship'. I still don't know for sure if he really does like me, or if it's just a figment of my imagination. Plus, he's at work right now and I don't have his cell number and I don't want to go up there (he works at my church which is right around the corner from me) and totally embarrass myself in front of people. *sigh* I'm so lost! I never had a 'get to know each other' period with all my old boyfriends, so I'm completely at a loss as to what to do next. *sniffles and wanders off*

Comments

[jestana.livejournal.com]

Aw, poor sissy. *huggles* Guys are hard to figure out, aren't they? I recommend you pray about this and ask God to guide you in this matter. If He wants you two to be together, he'll show you the way. *huggles*

Jestana.

[umbralillium.livejournal.com]

*huggles back* He's been telling me to wait and give him some time. So I think I'll let him call me. It's kinda hard for me tho. I tend to be impatient when it comes to stuff like this. Go figure.